I've been spending a lot of time at www.rootsofshe.com lately....reading and absorbing
every little morsel I can. These ladies living and speaking their truth is very encouraging
and have me so hopeful for a bright future. I'm convinced the younger generation will
But, by the end of today, I was mentally wiped out and in such a whiney, bitchy mood.
The job has just beat me down! (And no time off in sight....)
I'm feeling frustrated and depressed. I can feel the cracks forming and I want to break
out of this shell, grow new feathers and fly! But, I just can't see the way....I'm not sure
how to go about birthing this new me. I feel lost and afraid....afraid I will never realize
I sometimes wonder if in reality, I am living my truth and I just don't realize it. It's not
like I'm totally miserable - I just know there's something more, something deeper and
I just can't find the path. It's driving me insane!
By the time I got home, I was ready to crawl in bed and pull the covers over my head, but
my Man suggested dinner at our favorite Mexican food restaurant. So, after a plate full
of veggie fajitas and a trip to the home improvement store for supplies for the farmhouse
remodel, I was in a better mood. He definitely knows the way to my heart! HA. I am
in a better mood and inclined to be a bit more grateful for the blessings in my life.
I know I still have this road ahead of me and I know it won't be easy, but I won't give
up and with God's help, eventually I will make it.